Celebrated Melina's and Baohui's birthday today .Happy.
Woke up around 12 plus and had a coffee straight away . Just feel like having it .
Watch television for awhile and than went to bathe and get ready to meet them .
Did facial and straighten my hair . Put on make up and was about to go when 二姐 came back so she give me a ride to interchange .
Met them in the late evening at orchard (p.s: i was late). Head to Fish & Co straight as we were too hungry . Had a great dinner . Nice food 'Nice' price .
Went window shopping after the great feast because our stomach was bloated !*laugh*
I want to buy all the things ! Its so nice . Especially the clothes ! I decided to ask my sisters to buy them for me ! *LAUGH OUT LOUD*
And again , we took a lot of photos . Its standard . Camera Woman is here what ~
Show you some of my art pieces!
















Here comes the climax = Individual Photos!
Pretty Girls ~






Sorry Melina ~ I could not resist the temptation to put this photo.

2 more and The End !

I don't know how to describe .
I just feel that way .
I tried my best to close the gap.
Is it really impossible to overcome the problem we have ?
I don't want it to happen again , its torturous .
Tell me that i am just too sensitive .
I seriously hate this .

Labels: Shut my heart

Its Monday again . Enterprise again . Actually it is not as bad as i thought now .
I actually really learned somethings from this module . I hope i could apply them in my life to make it more beneficial .Counting down to holidays still . *LAUGH* (36 more schooling days )+（14 days of weekends）= 7 MORE WEEKS
I believe it will pass very quickly and i will soon able to enjoy my holidays again !
School right now is quite fine for me . I am able to motivate myself to school and sometime don't even have too :D
I pierced my ear again on last Thursday with the accompany of Sharon . IT HURTS.
Spend my weekend Webcam-ing with PinJia. *laugh*
We talk online all the way to next morning . Tired but fun.
Basically, we just crapped all the way till the dawn . *faints+laugh* 傻子
I had decided to take up Piano lessons and i have talked about it with Mum and she has given me she support for that . Its never too late to start . I believe i can do it .
Also , I am deciding to take up language lesson during my three weeks of holidays that are coming right away . (Still thinking of which language to learn ).
I am right now trying to save money . So please do not call me if you want to have a shopping spree OR anything that require to spend money . I WILL NOT ENTERTAIN YOU . * LAUGH OUT LOUD *

我相信我离成功不远
我不可以放弃
人为梦想而伟大
没有什么是不可能的
努力不一定会成功 ，可是不努力就一定不会成功
我一定要成功！

Its Friday and i was really very reluctant to go to school but i have not choice .
When i reached school , she was not there .I saw a different person .
I don't know should i be happy or scared. I stepped in to the classroom .
They told me that she was not coming . I became happy because i thought i have to spend my lovely Friday with her and i actually prepared myself mentally to have her class .
To even make my Friday better , God gave me a very friendly and easy-going facilitator that does everything in a fast speed and therefore we had a very easy day and finished school at 3:30 ！
I am overjoyed that i can actually reached home so early . And we had a straight two and a half hours break without having to do any brain cells damaging work as my efficient group members had finished it during the second meeting ! So i spend my time chatting with Pinjia . Had a great break time .
Walk to interchange with LeeTing . We are just to excited about the day as we never end so early for school and also having such a really easy time in class (the topic today is very very easy !)
Reached home and surfed the net for about 2 hours and ate instant noodles with egg.
Too hungry as i didn't eat during lunch break in school but only a bubble tea .
Wanted to follow Dad to fetch mum so that i could also go to some Cd shop . But i end up falling asleep at the sofa while listening to my Ipod .
Woke up at 10 plus , went to bath and than eat chicken rice while watching 模范棒棒堂。
I have been playing and surfing the net since the time i woke up . Couldn't get back to sleep .

Oh my , i overslept today . I did not do it purposely and i also didn't plan it not to go to school.
As I had set a rule for myself not to skip school , so i really did not plan it purposely .
Anyway, i overslept still 3pm . I was so shock because i slept very early the day before (11:30 pm)
I did woke up early which is 7 am , but it was too early so i went to the toilet and than went back to sleep . Then my father came in to my room and ask me if i have school today and i woke upand say yes , than he told me it is already 9am and i gave a loud "what" to him. Than my normal reaction is to lie back and close my eyes to think of what should i do now .
1) Go school later and make it for meeting 2 onwards
2) Skip school if i cannot make it for meeting 2 .
In my mind , i was think of really wanting to go for the 1 option . But don't know why when i open my eyes again it is 3 pm already ! I was speechless when i saw my alarm clock . I SERIOUSLY think that its the new pillow that i use yesterday . The shape of the pillow is very different from those that i used normally and i heard that it could help with blood circulation so we can sleep better and sounder . I think this is why i overslept till SO late and plus i was very tired yesterday too.
I went to school yesterday and the topic yesterday for science is very difficult and this is the first time i don't understand anything at all . But i am having fun as i took a lot of pictures with my camera . Funny videos too . Lovely :)
Heres some of them i like very much .





Cool ? Isn't it ?! Nice pose !
These are some candid ones !





Thats all for the day .

你一定可以的！不要忘记你最初的梦。

End school around 4:30 pm , it was raining very heavily as Vanessa and I walked to the Interchange together . She was heading to Ang Mo Kio to take a bus to Hougang , I was heading to orchard to meet 三姐 and her friend , Jin Hui . Suppose to meet at 6 and i thought that i was late so i rush to the MRT station immediately after school . She told me she will be late so i decided to browse around in Kinokuniya bookstore . I read some books on personal finances and also on visual basics . I am very interested in personal finance now because i want to plan for my future which my module on enterprise also touches on that . I am not very good in handling finances , so for me to meet the financial goals i set for myself , i need to read up more and learn more so that i could be successful in reaching my finances . They reached orchard around 7 pm and than we head to Borders to eat Japanese food which is very delicious and than when to do our eyebrows . My sister 's friend is a very good joker and entertainer too. Had a great time together with them . We than shopped around and sis bought things for her makeup and etc .
The two pretty ladies shopping for their own things leaving me behind like paparazzi and i think i am doing a good job . :)
The menu for the Japanese restaurant we ate our dinner ......
I took this when they are not ready .. Good job right ?.. i know.. :P
Thats all for the day , reached home around 10 :30 and than straight away do my reflection journal and watch my favorite show 模范棒棒堂 ！
Bye bye ..

41 days more ..
First day of school after 2 weeks of holidays.
Happy to see all my classmates again .
I was not late for school today !
Enterprise skills module today . Was quite interested about it suddenly .
Use to hate this module. Have to tell myself that i LOVE it and i WILL love it .
That the way babe!
Happy and motivated . Suddenly feels like planning for my future as i say yesterday that i had found out what i want in life . It is showing more to me as times goes by .
Really inspired . Don't lose this faith and goal please . I have to keep reminding myself about this . It's hard to get it back . Have to write down when i get home .
I am in class now and my classmate is presenting but yet i am writing my blog .
I have finish my presentation as my group was the first to present.Not very well done.
Reminder for myself - Cannot skip any lesson for this 8 weeks .
- Try not to be late for class
- Study for ALL understanding tests
- Save more spend LESS
to be continued ......

Labels: Needs? wants?

Inspired and motivated . Got an idea of what exactly i want to do in my life now . Give me some time and i will reach it ! Where does this sudden 'answer' come from ? It came from a very simple and free and easy conversation during our family outing dinner . Never thought that the answer i want all along lies in such a simple conversation that i could always do with my family but always fails to do it .
Anyway , we had a great time together and , of course a light feast ! :D



Happy!We ate dim sum actually , its super nice and fresh ! that is why i say is light feast right ?! (LAUGH OUT LOUD)
We went to Daiso after that because it is just opposite our restaurant .Oops , i forgot to say where we went..! we went to Vivocity . :p




Fathers' day is Sister day ! LAUGH！





HOLIDAY IS OVER ... SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW !
ruping: are u ready ?
clarissa: ready for ?
ruping : SCHOOL ! WHAT ELSE ?!
clarissa: yes ! i am ready for 8 weeks of school , which is 42 study days with 16 days of non-school day AND 3 weeks of holiday after all that !
ruping：ALL YOU CAN THINK OF IS HOLIDAY !??
clarissa：YES ! THATS RIGHT !
ruping : fine .

It's has been a long time since i updated my blog the last time . Life now has been quite alright but as we know , we are never satisfied with what we have and what we are doing .Its my holiday now and i have actually wasted 5 days doing nothing beneficial . I knew this would happened even before my holiday start even though i can't wait for it to arrive . I love holidays because i don't have to wake up early in the morning and fight for a space in the bus to get my way to school which i have to face lots of problem in dealing with the day's topic . I hate holidays because i don't know what i can do with the so many extra time i have .When i have school , i want to skip them . When i don't need to go to school , i miss them . Find myself retarded sometimes , in fact , most of the time . I think the best thing i have done in this 5 days is to workout in the gym . I want to do something i love and beneficial . I have always wonder what God wants me to do in my life , many things around me have made me realize that i have been a very useless person . I know that i am very blessed and had always appreciate the blessings i have in my life . I am proud to say that i have 3 marvelous sisters which loves me very much and parents who never controls me over things that i want to do and i love to do . As i said , we are never satisfied with what we have , i find myself so protected in the sense that i don't have to work and worry about having no money to eat or whatsoever . Good or bad ? I don't know , seriously . I find myself kind of spoiled but whenever i look at other youth , i think that i am not that bad after all . Sound crazy ? I know, but thats how i feel . I don't even know myself well . I don't know what i want to do in the future , i don't know what i am good at , i don't know will i be a lazy ass like what i am now in the future , i don't know will i do well in my diploma , i don't know if i will have a successful life . There's many more "i don't know ". The only thing i know is i want to let my family to have a good and comfortable life . I told myself that i will repay whatever i can to my eldest sister . Everyone in the family depends on her , especially me . She is the one who gives me my allowance every month without fail , pays for my extremely expensive school fees , always loved me and take care of me so well . There are so many things that she had done for the family and also for me that i really appreciates and thank God for her . She is now married and soon will have children . I am not afraid that she will not love me as much as now or what because i will love her children like how she love me or even double or triple of hers . I am just worried that if i still depends on her so much , there will be so much pressure on her till the time i have graduated and find a job . I hope i am just worrying too much . I really hope very thing will fall into place and answer my doubts and worries in the future . I pray hard that i can fulfill what i want to do . I think i know what i can do in my holiday now , that is to think deeply about this issue .
Finished complaining and vomiting out my problem , lets talk about something happy .
My sisters birthdays actually falls just a few days apart so trying to kill two birds with one stone , we celebrated them together . Had a big feast at Jumbo near the indoor stadium , took pictures and also received present from Da jie and jie fu as they just got back from their honeymoon holiday at US .
This is my brother-in-law ! Perfect match with my sis ..
Branded bag sis got for mom at US , this is only one of them ..
Fen's turn to receive her gift ... A branded bag too ..
Nice food !

Fen,Van and Me!

Ｍａｋｅ　ａ　ｗｉｓｈ　！　

Ｒｅａｃｈｅｄ　ｈｏｍｅ　ａｎｄ　ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｗｈａｔ　．．　Ｍｏｍ　ｃｏｏｋｅｄ　ｂｉｒｄ　ｎｅｓｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｕｓ　！