It's has been a long time since i updated my blog the last time . Life now has been quite alright but as we know , we are never satisfied with what we have and what we are doing .Its my holiday now and i have actually wasted 5 days doing nothing beneficial . I knew this would happened even before my holiday start even though i can't wait for it to arrive . I love holidays because i don't have to wake up early in the morning and fight for a space in the bus to get my way to school which i have to face lots of problem in dealing with the day's topic . I hate holidays because i don't know what i can do with the so many extra time i have .When i have school , i want to skip them . When i don't need to go to school , i miss them . Find myself retarded sometimes , in fact , most of the time . I think the best thing i have done in this 5 days is to workout in the gym . I want to do something i love and beneficial . I have always wonder what God wants me to do in my life , many things around me have made me realize that i have been a very useless person . I know that i am very blessed and had always appreciate the blessings i have in my life . I am proud to say that i have 3 marvelous sisters which loves me very much and parents who never controls me over things that i want to do and i love to do . As i said , we are never satisfied with what we have , i find myself so protected in the sense that i don't have to work and worry about having no money to eat or whatsoever . Good or bad ? I don't know , seriously . I find myself kind of spoiled but whenever i look at other youth , i think that i am not that bad after all . Sound crazy ? I know, but thats how i feel . I don't even know myself well . I don't know what i want to do in the future , i don't know what i am good at , i don't know will i be a lazy ass like what i am now in the future , i don't know will i do well in my diploma , i don't know if i will have a successful life . There's many more "i don't know ". The only thing i know is i want to let my family to have a good and comfortable life . I told myself that i will repay whatever i can to my eldest sister . Everyone in the family depends on her , especially me . She is the one who gives me my allowance every month without fail , pays for my extremely expensive school fees , always loved me and take care of me so well . There are so many things that she had done for the family and also for me that i really appreciates and thank God for her . She is now married and soon will have children . I am not afraid that she will not love me as much as now or what because i will love her children like how she love me or even double or triple of hers . I am just worried that if i still depends on her so much , there will be so much pressure on her till the time i have graduated and find a job . I hope i am just worrying too much . I really hope very thing will fall into place and answer my doubts and worries in the future . I pray hard that i can fulfill what i want to do . I think i know what i can do in my holiday now , that is to think deeply about this issue .
Finished complaining and vomiting out my problem , lets talk about something happy .
My sisters birthdays actually falls just a few days apart so trying to kill two birds with one stone , we celebrated them together . Had a big feast at Jumbo near the indoor stadium , took pictures and also received present from Da jie and jie fu as they just got back from their honeymoon holiday at US .
This is my brother-in-law ! Perfect match with my sis ..
Branded bag sis got for mom at US , this is only one of them ..
Fen's turn to receive her gift ... A branded bag too ..
Nice food !

Fen,Van and Me!

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